If you read the title of today’s post and thought, “Oh my! this is going to be a rant!”…. well… you are not wrong! But stay with me you’ll be pleasantly surprised.
We are now in October and I am already starting to dread the days leading up to the end of the year when I review everything that was on my new year’s resolution list to accomplish for this year. There are things on that list that I can catch up on and get done so I can check them off; but sadly there is so much more that I will have to concede that I failed to accomplish. One of them was to blog at least once, every week, for every week of the year 2024. And if you have been following my posts, you know I have failed woefully on that account. Another even more important thing on my list was to read my bible and spend time praying everyday. Well… that too went the way of the dodo and now I am left with two choices. Do I make up for lost time from now till the end of the year? or do I simply decide that I failed to meet these goals for this year and put them on the list again for next year? For some of you, you have fallen off the wagon for your diet, or exercise regimen, or may be for you it is also something of a spiritual discipline. I’ll tell you what I did:
I decided that everyday I have life is an opportunity to do and be better… to occupy well… and so I grabbed a 30 day devotional to read through the month of October. And guess what? God met me right where I was. Yesterday, I decided to read the back cover of the devotional and right there was this statement:
“For some of you, daily devotionals is a familiar discipline. For others, this may be new or a habit that has been hard to master. If you miss a day, do not be discouraged. Simply begin anew. This is not a test of endurance or consistency. It is an opportunity to be fed and loved by God”
Dr. John Neufeld
That just warmed my heart. It felt like God reaching right down from heaven to remove my guilt for not spending as much time with Him throughout the year and give me a new perspective for the rest of the days ahead. Do you know how many times my approach to reading the bible has been to just get it done so I can cross it off my list? Can you imagine how God has felt all these years when I grab my bible to meet with Him and I am rushing through it just to get it done so I can go to sleep? How many wonderful opportunities have I missed to just be fed and loved on by God as I spend “unsanctioned” time in His presence?
Today, I have come to find encouragement in these words: that reading my Bible and spending time with my Heavenly father is not a test of endurance or consistency but rather an opportunity to have God reach out and feed my hungry soul and quench my ravaging thirst with His very presence and His word. God is not as interested in how many times I have read my bible as He is in how many times I have given Him an opportunity to refresh and replenish me. His ask is very simple.
You have said, “Seek my face.” My heart says to you, “Your face, LORD, do I seek.”
Psalm 27:8 ESV
He says, “Seek my face” and like the psalmist, my only response should be “your face Lord do I seek.” And you know why? For the love of God… that’s why. Spending time with God is not only an expression of how much I love God, but an opportunity to experience first hand His love for me. It is all for the love of God! So folks if you are so far behind on your bible reading goals for this year, its not too late to catch up- well, realistically you will not catch up if you are months behind; but there is brand-new mercy and grace and an abundance of love waiting for you the next time you pick up your bible. It is never too late for that! Now this is not a criticism of those who have made a discipline of reading their bibles and spending time with God everyday. I do commend you! Rather, this is to take away the condemnation that the enemy brings to those of us who have fallen off the wagon and to silence the voice that wants to rob us of the opportunity to experience the love of God in these last few days of 2024 by telling us “its too late to pick up the habit!”
I grabbed another devotional to read with my kids and the topic for today was “starting over.” The devotional said:
Aren’t you glad God is in the “starting over” business? He doesn’t look at our failures. He’s not interested in focusing on what wagon we’ve fall off of . He’s only interested in picking us up, dusting us off, and putting us back on the road to success once more. What wagon have you fallen off of recently? don’t worry about it! just make up your mind to try once more God will honor your faithfulness.
Janice thompson
If I was doubting that God is lovingly reaching out to encourage me, I don’t doubt it now! How about you? Is God saying something to you through these words? You better believe it is all for the love of God!
Yours truly.
